Foxtrot

                    It is at this hour so late My heart compels me to state How I have missed you till date Or maybe this is my tattered fate Turn back to me is what I plead It gives me peace to think this deed Sour and burnt gardens we treed Hold my hand in this hour of need Mayhem engulfed Darkness engulfed Souls shattered Minds battered And when of foxtrot there remains no piece Is it then when attained is eternal peace?

When the sun no longer rises from the east again When in deep thoughts you are trapped again When darkness surrounds you once again When the clouds of despair flood you with pain When in pain trembling you scream once again Engulfed in darkness when you cry Haunted sentiments when make you cry Drowning deep into this ocean you try Escaping from the reality your eyes ain't dry And she took his name But foxtrot never came All what did came Was the echo of his name A promise I promised for eternities I shall keep Never to leave thee,  ocean no matter how deep Time for you in pensive mood to weep As no promise was foxtrot able to keep

Hatred begets hatred Fire becomes inferno Honor becomes ego Tragedies become fate Mind and soul breed only hate Love turns bitter vile Blood becomes impetus Anguished flames rise again Pain becomes a delicacy Betrayal becomes the order of the day Setting suns mark the death of today Alone we came alone shall we go Thus time for foxtrot in pain to go  

O' Lord! Do we get what we desire "The desirous must first deserve to get" The struggles life has set Should you stand face up When facing the headwinds, If you stand calm and serene Chiseling out your on fate,  carve your names on the plate Dancing to the beat  Should you face the heat When the thunderclap numbs every soul Your aura shuns the roaring clouds Uttering the holy vow houl Stand here I alone eye to eye with death Shuffling the cards of fate We witnessed the dance of fate Neglecting all thorns piercing the soul Fighting till drop by drop, blood can be spilled no more Then we ask is there more "Oh you get what you desrve" And now foxtrot rides away On the horseback of fate Vanishing in the clouds Never again to be found ~Foxtrot

When love becomes only a mere entity Then love remains only a mere word When shallow thoughts engulf your mind Then hallow relations flood your life When stone like hearts become the order of the day Then "you have grown cold" is what you might say When her sight no longer catches my eye Then she is no longer the first priority of mine When the seasons change and so do you Then the seasons changed because of you When strangers become strangers again Then the memories bonding us have faded When these words no longer hurt Then these words are no longer said These profound emotions flooding me Remind each lovely day of you and me Come hold this lonely hand again I have dreamed this wish again Let us pledge to never talk about each other Though we are incomplete without each other The rain has stopped pouring again Time for foxtrot to sleep again

  In that bleak midwinter  When you held my hand It was the last winter I felt the warmth of that hand When the cold had me shivering When winter rains came pouring down When each drop trickeled down your cheek When those lashes were soaked wet When the cold water made me sick When cold hearts made me go hot I could feel the warmth of your hand  You held out to me That beautiful hand My heart had gone so cold It no longer deserved that hand In this bleak midwinter  I wish to hold your hand Tis the first winter I no longer feel the warmth of your hand

  Ever heard of the phrase "Alone but happy". Yeah! about that, its a lie.  Searching and wandering in this infinite expanse of the universe, where you experience the dearth of love and fraternity everyday.  He had a bright smile, a smile that would attract you from miles apart. It actually did attract all the attention an average high school had to offer. Classmates would gather around him all the time, team mates would always be around him. Seniors, juniors and even teachers would always try to engage with him.  As the days went by the smile that had become the epitome of joy and serenity, began to fade away, and so did all the attention that came with it. Gone were the days when his smile would attract people, how could it? it was no longer there. Slowly people started to drift apart from him. He was no longer the center of gravity of everything. He had become a loner, an outcast of the high school community.  She had her own world inside a dark den, which pe...