Foxtrot

 I miss you so deeply to tell you I feel this way only for a few Sitting on benches,  Sipping tea Watching the hazy dew So when you told me you love me, did you lie? Did you know it made me jump in the sky? Foxtrot dreamt a dream so wicked Burnt alive, drenched in acid You slipped in my heart, my blanket Made me restless, caused such a racket Malignant eyes, a kiss would suffice It matters not, your heart is still cold as ice. Ice cold hearts Broken pieces and parts This love never lasts And a new story starts

 I saw the world from another's view A fish market and a mob and a crew Pairs, trios and a friend group of four What else could these people desire more Its not like I dont have friends But it's more of a hassle, with no ends I seem comfortable talking on the phone But still its better if I am alone God made everyone in pair Maybe in this blessing, I had no share Blessed am I for this To not have this bliss Its the middle of the night, not day Its also your bedtime, go to sleep May

 I witnessed that day your bright smile Maybe because you are that fragile Puppy dog eyes covered with specs Your anime knowledge you flex Lotioned hands those tiny, little cutie Flaunting their majestic beauty Mute is never your loud voice Even in that night, cold as ice Who knows if those covered hair are long But surely you speak words like a song Shrill yet an empowered tone Sweet and pleasing as a cologne

I write now not to boast But I merely wish to flaunt Yes if you wish to know the difference  One is filled with ego, and I lack pride May, may your every wish come true May, you are precious like an expensive coffee brew I am not some goddess that grants wishes My presence is like the serenity essence  Like a barbie I sit in my balcony As that bird approaches the other,  and kisses  Like a doll I have my hair tied like a pony No! I am the real princess not a fony Yes I do have a castle, a pretty big one infact  From the toy store my dad bought, and it was intact You can't see me in the day That is why they call me May 

 Have I told you how intimidating those eyes are I just realized that in the middle of the day at this hour Should you shoulder the burden of their hate And maybe that is part of a warrior's fate Were you ever to lose control of your heart You will see that darkness playing a part You donot seem the one who would care And to you that doesnot sound fair Hiding behind the cloudy mist of anger It is your broken heart that might linger Finding ways to keep your distance  You have a tattered and broken existence  In this devious art of stratification  Your cursed heart finds gratification  Your broken pieces in different directions go And yet you call yourself a whole, Indigo

Is it dark once again? Am i alone once again? Desiring your love once again Recklessly driving towards, I scream your name once again  Pensively I reminisce, once again To feel your warmth once again To touch those lips once again To breathe into you once again Come back, will you? For just one night, once again But the question is, Do I want it, once again? Or is it just a mere desire, To feel important, once again  Or do I only have a subtle urge That I wish to satiate, once again To hear you panting and moaning, Desperately saying Foxtrot once again  

  An epitome of malignance An object of annoyance But that is not all there is to you For an open book seem to me you Devoid of any detention You wish to seek attention Devaluing yourself so blissfully  Compromising on morals easily Flaunting that mere confidence Ignorant in mere defiance Infatuated by that worthless ego Lost astray have you been ages ago What would I wish for you to have? More than you actually believe to have Seemed what a poised princess from afar Is a mere girl in search of something far Devoid from love and attention you  Seek not this nor to find it must aim, you If I could give you what you have not Is to tell that incomplete are you not