Foxtrot

  Sometimes, I think I'm crazy Everything feels so hazy I just keep feeling dizzy But then I see my daisy Sometimes, I just stare  Out the window, I glare I see a scenery so rare Sleep deprived messy hair There's nothing to live for This pain keeps growing more My eyes go sore My chest hurts to the core This burden on my shoulder The world feels like it's over And I keep getting older But then I try to be sober I'm at the verge to cry And I just want to die I often ask myself, 'Why?' But then I see that one 'Hi' You just don't know my real side Which I often hide How I turn the tide  So just sit back and let it slide Fighting each day like a soldier With this weight on my shoulder I could just try to be more colder I might just get crushed by this boulder  My head feels hot  And my temperament lost I sit here to rot Being The Foxtrot (Crazy Daisy) by ~Foxtrot

  When in cracks slipped her hand When alone, I sat in the same sand The love I had, all of it Most of it, Some of it,  And now none of it And then I closed my heart  Broken, burying a bitter part Haunted by her words, once absurd I sit like another sheep in the herd Alone in the past But now lonely at last  "I had all of you  Some of you Most of you And now, None of you" Following your scent And the words I meant Not tonight shall I fall asleep For I have sunk in pain so deep Foxtrot lives as a ghost of you For all I am, is just most of you Take me back to that night When the moon was so bright Not knowing what I am supposed to do I exist in the colours that faded years ago