In the name of loneliness

Some of us just want people to listen, and as time moves on we want them to be close to us. The reason for that is simple. They only listen they don't judge. They don't give advices they only listen. With the passage of time they become that ray of light in a deep dark den. The feeling of being trapped inside darkness itself, trembling with fear as the lonliness eats you up from the inside, you scream as you wish to see that small beacon of light to guide you out of that darkness. And when you actually do find that light you never want it to go. You keep on chasing that light to the very end. That particular light are the people that surround us, and not all people. But specifically the ones you wish to open up to. No matter what you feel, no matter how surrounded you are, you just want to approach that light and walk in that direction as you know if you keep on following that light it will help you escape that darkness. Those people you keep close, you know will ultimately take you out of all the vile thoughts that poison your mind.
Has anyone ever opened up to you? Have they told you what is inside their head? Something they don't tell everyone. A secret they told you. Something that hurts, and they want comfort from that.
Leave that person, don't hear that person. Just let him remain in his dark state. Let him burn in his inferno. Because if you ever do decide to comfort them then they would get attached to you and would always want you in their life. They would always want you to be there for them. Because eventually we all will bettray each other and leave each other. Then why harm that person into making he/she believe that you are their comfort zone.
It would hurt to see them go but guess that is for the best, as alone we came and alone shall we go.
The concept of hate exists because love exists and so never love someone as to never let them feel that thay are being hated. And if you do become their comfort zone then only do so if you would never leave them. You probably can't do that.
So let the cycle of hate carry on.
The concept of darkness exists because you showed them the light and let their lives be filled with darkness, vanish and let them suffer in pain.
The sky was filled with stars but without the moon it felt empty, you are their moon, don't become that. Because it will hurt them even more.


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  1. Sir much appreciated your efforts..
    It's really good to read your views 💯💯

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  2. It means we just want listeners at times, people who value our words and problems, because then we dont feel alone

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  3. Wow definitely a unique perspective and beautifully written.

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